i am seeing things from a different perspective
a deeper experience and understanding of compassion
that no one literally knows anything
and this human life thing is everyone’s first rodeo
or at least, we’re unaware of anything else but a human experience
so how can we be mad at ourselves? and hard on ourselves for when we’re “messing up"? or for when other people are messing up
we’re all trying our best here
when did we lose that collective unity
of being a human and just trying to figure it out and be there and support each other
or did we ever have it?
why is it such a big fucking competition?
how can we be so judgmental when this is all we know and experience
to not accept it is insane
yeah it can be pleasurable and non-pleasurable
and id much rather it be pleasurable
but like.. how can we not accept it
rejecting it does nothing but make the situation worse
..
like imma try to be a good human
whatever that means
but im not gonna be hard on myself bc ive never done this shit before
of course i have no idea what im doing
why’s it like this?
it’s so fucking sad
people are so miserable
including me a good portion of my life
so like what sup
…
im grateful for it
it’s beautiful
and im open to the possibility of enlightenment
but im also open to the possibility of no enlightenment
because how is my mind supposed to fathom something apparently outside of the mind
why are more people not deeply questioning what this thing we’re in is??
that is absolutely absurd to me
i suppose they’re very distracted.
im not blaming them.
just like… ah
wtf
also i get way too much dejavu man
it gets intense sometimes dawg
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saturday may 23 2020
10:31pm
and sometime that morning
…
simplicity is bliss.
i accept reality as infinite possibility
and therefore ultimately unknown.
and that can feel overwhelming.
but within all possibilities,
i am still here;
the one thing that never changes.
the only thing i can know
is that i am here now.
the human experience.
unfathomably complex;
yet it’s all one thing.
and in that oneness is the peace that comes with simplicity.
that our external purpose matters only so long as our internal purpose is left unfulfilled.
that internal purpose being to unify with our continuous present moment experience.
and so i teach my judging mind to rest
that there is not a problem
that there is not a right or wrong
that there is not an answer
in the seat of complete acceptance
of presence
of gratitude
there is peace
providing space for love.
and that is how i let go
not by giving up
but by giving in
no resistance
absolute embrace
to play in the eye of the hurricane
to dive beneath the crashing wave
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