11/13/19
I gazed into my reflection in a mirror
recognizing myself as if she were someone else
I melted into her eyes
wide and open
soft and vulnerable
a helpless child
with the hope of someone
who had faith in miracles
that although her wounds were many
she knew of a love that heals all
I took a deep breath
and she did the same
I met her stare
and gave her my word
I promise to do all in my power to heal you
I vow to serve you completely
please be patient with me
when I struggle to meet your needs
I will never stop trying
I am listening
I’m sorry for neglecting you
please forgive me
I may not know all the answers
I don’t even know all the questions
but I am committed fully
to continue to uncover this love for you
I am committing to listening
tell me when you are hurting
tell me where it hurts
and tell me how we can heal what feels broken
I will never leave you
we are in this thing together
you and me
your hand in mine
my heart in yours
...
11/10/19
a letter to my shadow - to the parts unknown.
thank you
im allowing love to move through me
instead of crying for it in desperation
as if i was lacking
as if love were not already my home
these practices are precious
they keep me clear
to flow through the chaos of life
receptive and strong
exposed yet powerful
touched by angels
sensitive to intuition's whispers
unconditional love and compassion
for the totality of my being
to shine light on those pieces that have been abandoned
when they were hurting
and needed my attention and care the most...
im sorry for turning my head to your suffering.
you deserve to be seen.
how can i help you heal?
i am here.
i am listening.
my arms are open.
it is safe.
come lay down and rest
i will take care of you.
there is nothing to be afraid of
i will never leave you again.
when you cry out
i won't cover my ears
of muffle your voice
i will listen with a loving heart
genuinely wanting to do all in my power to heal you
even if the journey is long and difficult
i will be patient
so let yourself be heard.
don't hesitate because you fear
that i may ignore you
or tell you that you aren't important
or that you are wrong.
i see you.
i am no longer ignorant
there is no space in my being for rejection.
i am holding you in complete acceptance and love
even when it is dark - especially when it is dark.
i commit to becoming one with you
so that your struggles become mine
i will nurse you back to health
so together we combine
to be infinitely powerful - in love.
...
sat nam.
dream extreme :-)
-kat
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