i am okay with not seeing.
so long as i stumble in the direction of light.
I pray for peace.
For my being to be unshakable.
And I pray that life will shake me each day
So that I learn to flow with the unfolding
Instead of fighting against it.
Teach me refinement.
Make it easy.
Things come to me.
I need not ask.
Give me the energy to be clear.
To be filled with joy.
To put steps to my intentions.
The limitless potential lies within me
I hold the key
To unlocking this superpower
How can I remove the layers of distortion so that I may see the door clearly?
Unleashing ultimate mastery
Limitless power.
Complete control.
Discipline is my teacher.
Devotion is my coach.
All of this for love.
I pray for unending and unconditional love.
For all that was, is, and forever will be.
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10/30
Unshakable faith.
I trust you completely.
Do not allow me to doubt the turns in my path.
My dharma is perfect. It is happening for me.
When has it ever steered me wrong?
I am listening.
I am humble.
There is infinite potential. Infinite possibility.
Who I am to know which is correct?
Whatever happens is what is meant to happen.
I believe.
I am unattached to any conceptualization.
The future lies unmanifest.
I will use power, not force.
I will surrender, not fight.
But if truth tells me it is time for battle,
I will give it my all. I will win. Conquer.
Because I am prepared.
I have spent many hours in solitude,
Training. Learning. Mastering.
All in preparation for ultimate truth, love, and unity.
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11/3
Thank you for shaking me
For awakening me to what needs attention
I’ve noticed that sometimes I wake up through something beautiful
But other times, pain must awaken me.
Either way, I am thankful.
Show me what needs healing.
What am I not noticing?
What part of me is in need?
I am listening.
Sometimes all you need is a warm piece of bread.
It really grounds you. hahaha.
I’m still figuring out all the parts of myself that need to be released.
Habits that are not serving me.
Patterns of thought.
Bringing to my awareness all that which is unconscious.
And then there is the journey of letting go.
Becoming a new self.
One who is in closer alignment with truth
with each death and rebirth… even closer.
I’ve noticed that my “self”, or self-concept is very ambiguous.
That is because it has dissolved and reformed so many times that I don’t know who I am.
But this isn’t a bad thing. Not at all.
It’s exactly what I want.
Because I don’t cling to anything.
As long as I am moving in the direct of truth, it is well.
And when I catch myself slipping backwards, it is a chance to readjust. It is also well.
Not knowing who I am is the most freedom ever.
I am not confined to be one thing.
I am not a character.
I can put on my personality, but it is just clothing.
And I can put on whatever outfit I choose.
I do not mourn the loss of my past selves.
“why would I want to relive a dead person’s life?”
When a new life is right here right now.
One that is perfect.
that presents me with the greatest freedom.
I choose this one.
And once I have lived this life,
I choose whatever is next.
Shedding these layers
Ridding myself of the excess
The distraction
Allows me to see clearly
That I am free
That all that holds me is illusion
It is my mind attempting to attach to separateness
And to stability
When my soul needs unity and change
Life is not stagnant or fragmented
It is oneness in constant transformation
And I, as a part of life, surrender to the shifts
I surrender to what is unfamiliar
I am open and trusting to the unknown
I am not afraid to be broken;
For all I am and know to shatter.
In fact, I invite it
Because that dissolution is the preface for new growth.
The forest is set on fire and burns ruthlessly
Until all that remains is dust
But from those ashes
New life emerges
And soon, grows a forest ten times more magnificent than before
If I panic at the sight of the first flame
And extinguish it immediately,
I sabotage the possibility for my world to be transformed.
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much love<3 dream extreme
kat
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