01/22/20
tenderly
i make love to all of existence
a fierce love
simultaneously gentle
passionate
i savor these quiet mornings
the stillness ever present within my soul dances
...
01/25/20
sweet fresh air melts through my open window
i breathe in the soothing breeze
feel it’s cool touch glide over my skin
as i inhale i feel it renew and expand every cell of my body
and exhale, the voice in my head become soft
my thoughts finally surrender to gravity
and once they kiss the earth
dissolve into the nothingness they were birthed from
...
if i were to paint to sky with my tears
would they fall down as rain
or crystalize into the stars
will they nourish the earth
or provide light in silent skies
would they pour down endlessly
forming an ocean so vast
that all i can see is horizons
an artist that powerful
could only be love
it is always love that asks me to cry
she begs me to feel emotion more clearly
so i can experience life more deeply
it is love that invites the longing sadness
and the uncontainable joy
she invites the gratitude
and the frustration
all so i can know her more intimately
so every time tears fill my eyes, it is always by the hands of love
i ache for that saltwater to flow… it’s never been easy for me
as i open and evolve
i will become so vulnerable
so sensitive to every subtle touch of her fingertips
swept away in a sea of her compassion and grace
i will master the art of sailing her waters
so i can invite all to join me on this ship
as we venture on an eternal journey
land is fixed
water is uncertain
if i cannot find peace on soil
then i gladly accept the gamble of the ocean
forever lost in spiraling waves of discovery
perhaps one day we will dissolve into the water itself
becoming the currents that guide
we ourselves are the journey
...
01/24/20
the wind carries the promise of freedom
its whisper echoes in every cell of my being
we are in love -
the whisper and i
we fight often
but love hard
we cause tears to stream down each others’ cheeks
and resentment to build in the recesses of our minds
we become frustrated
doubtful
afraid
but any pain only draws us closer together
for each time our hearts break
it allows even more love to shine through the cracks
a love so ferocious,
lions bow in its presence
and as this love burns
it creates a fire so great
that no one can hide from its blaze
all darkness is extinguished
i can see
it is not that i was ever not free
i never lacked freedom
i’ve always had it
but now i remember
now in this magnificent light
since the shadows have been lifted
i can truly see and know
that beneath all uncertainty lies infinite potential and possibility
that i am limitless
...
ram ram.
-kat
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