Apr 18, 20205 min readthe evils of lucylast night was the hardest I’ve ever cried in my life silently screaming at god cursing him asking why why why and it’s so fucked because...
Apr 17, 202012 min readyou cannot escape.monday april 6 2020 quarantine day 21 training day 5 repose in awareness the spaces between the infinite space that underlies all when...
Apr 2, 20202 min readthe beastthursday april 2 2020 quarantine day 17 training day 1 love is not always beautiful it's not always sunshine and warmth and softness...
Mar 21, 20202 min readyou know where to find mesaturday march 21 2020 quarantine day 5 when all is quiet and my heart is free to speak she asks only for you it’s you underneath every...
Mar 21, 20203 min readlife wants to livefriday march 20 2020 quarantine day 4 a prompt: if you were alone in this existence, if there was no other, what would you want? if i...
Mar 19, 20204 min readall paths lead to nowtuesday march 17 2020 quarantine day 1 the past 6 months life has been continuously gifting me with periods of great stillness i must...
Mar 19, 20201 min readto die once moreremember. all falls away just as quickly as it arises in this life all i create i must know and i must accept with grace and surrender...